It's a DuBarr Thing

Father - Mother God Loving me, - Guard me when I sleep Guide my little feet Up to thee. ~Mary Baker Eddy~ As a child, my mom used to say this little prayer with me every night.  

  Today I'd like to give thanks to all of my readers.  We may not interact but I can feel the energy.  Any day now one of my platforms is going to take off.  I've been working on them both for quite some time and whether I make it around the world or not I just enjoy it in my free time.  

About 5 years ago I met this guy that I wasn't attracted to nor was I even curious about him. It only took about a year for me to realize that I really liked him a lot.  I wanted to hang out and talk to him more but unfortunately, he got locked up.  Since we have been officially dating he has spent most of this time in jail.  I know what people are thinking and can't live worrying about what anyone else has to say.  The hurt and betrayal I've felt have certain people asking me questions as to why I would stay with someone who betrays and hurts me the way he does. The answer to that is, I haven't come across anyone that makes me feel the way he makes me feel.  He messes up a lot and has given me a dozen times to leave him and I just can't. So during his first bid, I was overwhelmed writing letters.  I started using blank note cards.  Then I found a way to design my own.  They are so worth it.  Glossy covered, centered photo, 5 different design...

You never had me from hello in fact, a whole year I said no but you appeared one night from then on you've been my sight clueless to the base of my attraction I can't think of reasons why you're such a distraction you're everything I desire being around you gets me higher I should say "it got" because, around me you're not you get many chances to make better choices you always choose to go where the noise is maybe you think I'll steer you wrong maybe it's me just singing the same ol' song