Courage please...

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 Are historians naturally depressed because they live in the past? I am told that I live in the past and what's funny is that since it's been pointed out, I see it.  Often I think back to what was and just how different things have become.  Time has gone by and part of me says there is so much more to accomplish though there is a small part of me that see's myself as I will always be.  I'm unsure why that is; lack of courage I presume.  

I'd like to have more courage.  Right now I'm super insecure because of my tooth or lack there of.  It's very embarrassing.  When a customer comes in I like to smile and say hello though when I do their eyes go right to my mouth.  If I smile a little bit, like a grin, barely showing my teeth it's not noticeable.  Then I smile naturally and I'm all teeth and that rotten spot is smack dab in the middle.  I'm going to have a root canal done.  I've never had one and am very nervous.  Please don't let me hear or feel anything.

One of these days I'm going to have the things I desire. I deserve it and I'm worth it. It brings me pure joy to sit here at this moment, typing up and expressing with you these things that cross my mind.  Thank you to anyone who takes interest in this blog.

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